No more nursing

I just realized that I never reported a rather significant event in the life of my little man…and well, in my life too.  About three weeks ago, after a few weeks of rather frustrating feedings which we gradually becoming fewer and farther between, we made the switch to the bottle.  I contemplated pumping again, after all I dragged that blasted thing all over Manhattan and Chicago, it seemed too easy to stop now.  But to be honest, I think I was ready to reclaim my body for a while. 

The fact that C. transitioned seamlessly made it that much easier.  In fact, the process of accepting the change myself was a little more time-consuming than anything Calder seemed to experience.  I have noticed him being a little clingy lately, but that’s a “side effect” I certainly don’t mind. 

I’m slightly disappointed that I didn’t make it the full year, like I’d hoped, but I’m quickly learning that things don’t always pan out the way I plan.  I suppose the fact that C. now has three pearly whites and he practiced using them on me (ouch!) didn’t help matters any. 

Wonder ~ Best Shot Monday

I think this sufficiently wraps up my Christmas picture fun…whew!  I know it’s a year away, but I can already imagine how much I’ll miss his “babyness” when his noticeably leaner hands tear into the wrapped gifts next Christmas.  I love the concentration and peace on his face.  Considering the surrounding chaos, it’s especially adorable.

Presents

What could it be? I can almost hear him making a thousand different guesses. 

Calder and Dad

Beyond the gifts, the goodies, and the guy with the big white beard…there’s greatness to this holiday that I cannot wait to share.  Someday, my sweet boy, that same look of awe and wonder will cross your face when you realize the magnitude of the greatest gift that is yours for the taking.

Christmas Wonder

BSM – Love the Eyes

I had the pleasure of riding to and from the UP in the backseat with Little Man – I know, I’m a dork, but I don’t yet trust either C. or X. to be alone in the backseat together. In any case, it gave me ample opportunities to take several pictures and learn different features with my new camera. I thought this was just too cute!

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Click the picture if you want to see it bigger!

The Creative Version

When I sat down to write our annual Christmas letter, I got the itch to do something a little different.  So I carefully crafted a poem that chronicled our adventures this year.  When I proposed both versions to G. he preferred the traditional letter.  I agree there’s a lot left unsaid in the poem version, but I still wanted to put it out there.  I do know that I have a handful of people still waiting for their card (I’ve never claimed to be perfect!) but I thought tonight was as good a night as any to share.   I’d love to hear your thoughts, so please, post a comment!  If you want the traditional version too, let me know and I’ll get that posted as well.  Which reminds me…is there are an etiquette rule for Christmas card lists?  Meaning, if we don’t receive one…ever…from someone, should we keep sending ours?  Just wondering….

expectant
excited, we rang
in the year
waiting, worrying
wondering how we’d
change.

prayer
could it be?
so early, so unprepared
so what.
lesson plans
school, speeding
hospital

we walk in, the last
time we are two
our home, the cocoon
time stands still
I see hours I’d
long since forgotten
why not write e-mails
at 3:15am?

security
lost
trusting
in
God’s plan for
our lives.
We wait.  We pray.
With hope, we
slowly adjusting
to our newfound roles

we fly
we share
celebrating an academic
accomplishment

savoring summer
through family
picnics, perfect flurries
and hammock time
we relax.

we fly
again
at night, delayed.
we run
we make it
we learn, we connect
we think about
the memories made

we camp
we mourn and celebrate
his life
counting our blessings
and allowing our memories
to keep us company.

we run
sweat,
work, we run
and run, training
for the race
I compete

we read
write, work
and study
we manage
schedules
of drop-offs
and pick-ups.

we cherish
each day.

I fly
and miss
my boys
I revisit
and reminisce
pairing
new memories
with the old.

we celebrate
and reflect
on the year’s
worth of
blessings.

sharing joy
offering hope
accepting His gift
and reflecting
love
this holiday
season.