Sappy Snuggler

Garth laid Calder down shortly after my fruitless trip to the Shoppe.  However, he wasn’t having any part of it.  I let him cry it out for a while, but then this wave of sadness swept over me and I had to go pick him up.  I could see he was clearly tired and I knew he needed to sleep.  I also knew, however, that he would be hungry again in about an hour, so I decided to feed him.  He promptly fell asleep.

That’s when it hit me.

These past two days have been an adventure, and I’m really excited to be back in my classroom, setting up and getting things orgainzed.  Yet, when I look at that perfectly plump face, and those sleepy little lashes and I think about how I’m going from 24 hours a day with him, to precious groggy moments in the morning and a few hours before bedtime each night, I get pretty sad.  So, I cried.  My daycare dropoff tears were delayed by a couple of days, but they did finally arrive!  After he finally gave in to sleep, I just sat here on the couch, watching him.

Denied…

As I lie here contemplating the long trek upstairs where my oh-so-comfortable bed awaits, I realize I haven’t yet posted the good news of tonight’s weigh in!  Down another 3.6 pounds!  Hooray!  I was totally going to celebrate my success by indulging in one of my all-time favorites – a flurry!  After I got in a good mile run (yes, my knees are still hurting), I headed to the Ice Cream Shoppe.  I promptly returned, empty-handed.  They were closed!  😦

I suppose it was a good thing, though.  Instead I enjoyed a mini special dark!  Plus, that will leave more room for this weekend’s food fest at the annual Cornwell Outlaw Party. 

So, back to the knees for a bit.  I arrived home after my run and Calder was still fussing and not settling in for bed.  Sweaty and stinky I trudged up the stairs to tend to him.  He wasn’t wet, so I figured I would just snuggle for a bit (I’m sure he appreciated that!).  As I was cuddling, I started The Sway.  Those with babies, know what I’m speaking of!  There I stood, feet firmly planted, bending my knees at strange inward angles.  Could it be?  I stop to think of the million times I’ve swayed in my life.  No way?!  Granted, I won’t say that it’s the complete cause, but I really think it’s related!  Craziness!

Hopefully, by staying active (and staying smart) I’ll be able to keep running and be ready for the 15th!